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Htat I went to Marlboro lights box. There is nothing I regret more in my life than my decision at such a young age to get so hopelessly addicted to cigarettes.

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I had developed major lung issues. I got ill a lot.

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Suddenly, I dated a guy who cheated on me night and day with both women AND men. I used to think I was going crazy, suspicions that so much inappropriate shit was happening but having no solid evidence. What a perfect excuse to Looking for that smoking chic buy a pack of cigarettes!

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How could I feel I had conquered the worst of the worst when I knew I used all of it as an excuse to continue killing myself? I read an article claiming that cigarette smokers have yellowish skin and dark circles under their eyes.

Looking for that smoking chic looked in the mirror. I had it. I was an addict. I was an excuse maker. I was knowingly hurting my body and excusing it. I was a bad example. I do think I had a few urges a day, Looking for that smoking chic they floated tyat into nothing.

I realized, quitting smoking cold turkey was EASY. I had made excuses and lied to myself for years about how I needed SO much aid smlking help! I was trying, I just kept screwing up! I was sabotaging myself nonstop. I was the problem, not my small addiction.

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Now I get it. They were only trying to help me out. I have friends who cannot believe how young I look and how good my skin looks. In fact, I think my skin looks better NOW than it did at age 22! The reason is I am healthier. Like big dick tonight am SO lucky I quit when I did.

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It is coming for you. When it does, you will regret excusing your weakness. Lastly, I want to tell you what it was like….

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Try to give a shit about the people around you. You are knowingly exposing people you love to shit that will kill them. For that, you are an asshole. I was an asshole. I was taught my lesson.